He believed that his name is named after the author, Gogol because his father is a fan of him. Gogol blamed his father for the name “Gogol” and said that his father was Gogol’s fan and he wasn’t. Eventually, Gogol started to hate his culture because he thinks he doesn’t belong to that culture and wants to get away from it, so he moved to New York. In New York, he met Maxine and her family and in a short period of time, he immersed himself into their world as he moved in with them and followed their American culture. This situation of living with them made him grow even more apart from his family and culture. The life he gets now was the life he always wanted. He always wanted to live with American parents, so he can have freedom, have American's tradition and get away from his unfamiliar and annoying Bengali tradition. With his own parents, he always felt pressure and doesn't live happily at their side. In other words, Maxine's family is the exact opposite from his family since "(Maxine's parents) pressure (Maxine) to do nothing, and yet she lives faithfully, happily, at their side" (Lahiri,138). In his parents’ side, he's not free to do anything without his parents' approval and his parents are too strict on what's he's doing since they always check on him. Maxine's family is like the ideal family Gogol wanted and this caused him to reject his family and culture more. This attitude of his was changed when …show more content…
Since he was a teenager, he has distanced himself from his culture and his family because he hated it and never try to understand it, but now he once again begins to embrace it. The most important factor that led to the changes in Gogol’s attitude was his father's death. Ashoke died when "a heart attack (occurred), that it had been massive, that all attempts to revive him failed" (Lahiri, 169). After his sister, Sonia, told Gogol about his father’s death through the telephone, he boarded the "first flight he can get" (Lahiri, 170) to go to the hospital to see his dad and that's the time where he started to change his attitude. His attitude toward his family had started to change because he started to understand his parents more when he now knows "the guilt that his parents carried inside, at being able to do nothing when their parents had died in India"(Lahiri, 179). After his father died, his attitude toward his Bengali culture also changed because he started to understand his Bengali culture when he "learned the significance, that it was a Bengali son's duty to shave his head in the wake of a parent's death" (Lahiri, 179) and understands that it makes sense that you have to "eat a mourner's diet" (Lahiri, 180) when someone in his family died. His attitude towards his parents and Bengali culture had changed in a positive way when he started to