I hadn’t eaten, the only ‘food’ in the house was ramen noodles- and Lord knows how sick of those I was. I had been sleeping on the small and red and rock-hard loveseat for the past two weeks because my bed was taken apart and leaned up against my lime green wall. The TV was permanently off- it will never be turned back on in this house. The next time I watch CSI Miami or Law & Order I’ll be in a different world. A world where people don’t have to drive twenty minutes away to get to any part of civilization- a common task when you reside in the country. A world where my living space will shift from a four bedroom, three floor, farm house with eleven acres and horses and chickens and a giant garden, to a small, two bedroom, tiny living room, cubicle. A world where my community- everything I know- will be no longer there for me to fall back on. I won’t have my friends, my (ex)step-family, my school, my teachers, or my animals. The only people I knew were the ones that I’ve been in the same class with since third grade. There was only 200 people in my K-6th grade elementary school and although it was incredibly small, it was nice. But now I would be in a class of 323 students- in my grade alone. This thought was terrifying and exciting all at
I hadn’t eaten, the only ‘food’ in the house was ramen noodles- and Lord knows how sick of those I was. I had been sleeping on the small and red and rock-hard loveseat for the past two weeks because my bed was taken apart and leaned up against my lime green wall. The TV was permanently off- it will never be turned back on in this house. The next time I watch CSI Miami or Law & Order I’ll be in a different world. A world where people don’t have to drive twenty minutes away to get to any part of civilization- a common task when you reside in the country. A world where my living space will shift from a four bedroom, three floor, farm house with eleven acres and horses and chickens and a giant garden, to a small, two bedroom, tiny living room, cubicle. A world where my community- everything I know- will be no longer there for me to fall back on. I won’t have my friends, my (ex)step-family, my school, my teachers, or my animals. The only people I knew were the ones that I’ve been in the same class with since third grade. There was only 200 people in my K-6th grade elementary school and although it was incredibly small, it was nice. But now I would be in a class of 323 students- in my grade alone. This thought was terrifying and exciting all at